but it's just safer to keep you in this heart of mine

this doesn't count as much of an outfit, but i love the simplicity and the neutral colours. and the softness of the feel to it all <3

long time no set. right.
i'd like a boyfriend, but i don't mean it as desperate as that sounds.
i'll start my studying now (<- real reason i haven't updated, school gave me too much free time and i only do truly pointless/useless/somewhat creative things when i'm pressured by school to do otherwise)
 

if love is just a game,
how come I’ve never won
I guess maybe it’s possible I might be playing it wrong
and that’s why every time I roll the dice
I always come undone

this is my wishlist for winter (and a bit of fall, although we're well into it!) 2010/2011.
if pnly i had an infinity-wallet.

The Lovers - Arctic Monkeys
i looooove this song, i play it over and over. maybe it's my favourite AM song, but i can't say that, now, can i?
i haven't been on here in so long, such a shame. i've been keeping myself busy with blogging and reading. both two great ways to waste your time, just like polyvore (:
 

"She wants to know if I love her, that's all anyone wants from anyone else, not love itself but the knowledge that love is there, like new batteries in the flashlight in the emergency kit in the hall closet."
— Jonathan Safran Foer (Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close)

I've got a few things I really need someones opinion about, but first off: hellyeah alex+miles = john+paul!
Now. The shoes. I reallllllllly like them, but I've got two issues with them.
1. they're 85 dollars including shipping. that's almost 70 euros. i think that's a lot (my max. for them would probably be 55 euros or something)
even so, they would take about 2 weeks to get here and then we would be in the middle of july. which is smoking hot, so i'm not sure if i could wear them. which means they'll be in my closet for a month or so which is just a shame.
2. what colour should i choose, if i were to buy them? (maybe i can order together with someone so we can split the shipping costs) i really like the grey colour, but the black seems better to wear with stuff.
 
oh and i really like that ring, but i don't know if i should get in in turquoise or in white.
 
please help me, someone? haha i suck at making decisions :)

spice girlssss
 
i'm supposed to recieve this skirt (and another dress) in the mail some time soon.
 
i'm supposed to be sleeping
and getting up early to study
instead i wish i was out tonight
like last week, which was awesome
 
well, here's to great memories (:

and still to come
the worst part and you know it.
there is a numbness
in your heart and it's growing.

I wish someone could take over the drama that's currently taking over my life and my mind. I'm going mad. I'm sorry this is such shit.
 
touch the sounds of silence

all the cracks in the walls reminds you of things we said
and i could tell you that i wont hurt you this time
but it's just safer to keep you in this heart of mine.
 
I'm seeing Angus & Julia Stone live in a few dayssss :)
 
I was tagged by LKH▲ (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/profile?id=145899)
"Can you fill this out without lying? You've been tagged, so now you need to use a set in your drafts or spend only 15 minutes on a new set if you dont have any in your drafts, answer all the questions HONESTLY. At the end, choose at least 5 people to be tagged, but first tag the person who tagged you."

1.What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
Green tea
 
2.Where was your facebook profile picture taken?
At a party at a friends house
 
3.Can you play Guitar Hero?
Noo, I suck very very badly.
 
4.Name someone who made you laugh today?
My driving instructor
 
5.How late did you stay up last night and why?
I went to bed at 1 am I think, I was watching a movie.
 
6.If you could move somewhere else, would you?
I'd like to live on my own, but not in a different city really.
 
7. Ever been kissed under fireworks?
Probably, I don't remember.

8. Which of your friends lives closest to you?
My best friend, luckily
 
9. Do you believe ex's can be friends?
Yes, but it just takes time and it'll always be akward at some point.
 
10. How do you feel about Dr Pepper?
I haven't had that in sooo long haha
 
11. When was the last time you cried really hard?
Last week or something, so much stress
 
12. Who took your profile picture?
Uh the guy that threw the party, I think
 
13. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
My best friend, while we were playing tourist in our own city hehe
 
14. Was yesterday better than today?
No I think yesterday was better. At least it was more active, the only thing I did today was a driving lesson. And eating.
 
15. Can you live a day without TV?
Sure
 
16. Are you upset about anything?
Not really anymore, I don't think about it too much anymore.
 
17. Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
Yes, but you need to know when it's really over, after that it's just painful.
 
18. Are you a bad influence?
Haha I've been told so, but no I don't think so.
 
19. Night out or night in?
Both!
 
20. What item could you not go without during the day?
Blackberry!
 
21. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
Uhh I really have no idea, I'm guessing a friend of my mum
 
22. What does the last text message in your inbox say?
'Dinner at my place on friday?'
 
23. How do you feel about your life right now?
Pretty good
 
24. Do you hate anyone?
I don't like to say hate, but yeah, I can think of a few.
 
25. If we were to look in your facebook inbox, what would we find?
Um some message a friend sent me about this weird girl who collected lipbalm
 
26. Say you were given a drug test right now, would you pass?
Yes.

27. Has anyone ever called you perfect before?
Haha yes, both sober and drunk.

28. What song is stuck in your head?
Francois Hardy - Tous les garcons et les filles
Arctic Monkeys - The Bakery
 
29. Someone knocks on your window at 2:00 a.m., who do you want it to be?
Sinterklaas (google him haha)
 
30.Wanna have grand kids before you’re 50?
Eh not really, more like at 70.
 
31. Name something you have to do tomorrow.
Get up. Take shower. Eat. Hang out with friends. Sleep. I love vacations.
 
32. Do you think too much or too little?
Too much

33. Do you smile a lot?
Yes, as long as I'm not stressed.
 
I tag:
Mirthe(:
dad's wardrobe
roϟie
Frazzle
alice.

my own personal favorites.